As you all know, I am suffering from health issues from the past few weeks. Just when I felt that I
recovered enough, my bf and I broke up in a way I never even imagined.
I am not the one to share my personal issues with you and rant my feelings out here. But, I seriously owe you guys an explanation for my long absence. So, pardon me in advance.
Let me tell you guys, relationships can wreak a havoc on you. We are in a relationship for about three years, and on one fateful day I found out that he had been cheating on my back since the past --- years.
Life f*cked me up in the worst way possible. [ Pardon me for using bold words].
I believed him and fought for 3 years! When you realize that all you've built over the years is nothing but a house of cards, it sucks. When I understood that the person I am trusting all along is only playing with my feelings, it hit me hard.
I cried and cried till I am hospitalized again, much to the heartbreak of my parents. I am discharged from the hospital on 4th December.
Let me tell you, my best friend hit me hard [ she slapped me a few times, lol] and my brother nagged me all day for a week, to make me smile again.
Brothers are sweet, he was the one who forced me to start writing again. He told me ' Sis, writing is the only thing which can keep you sane. Me and many of your readers are waiting for you. Don't keep them waiting for too long. There are many out there who love you and wish you the best.
Sort out your thoughts and start writing again. And, I bet that you will forget that a**hole within a month.'
That's what I've been doing for the past few days and now I am back with Jun Lan. I will be back with My Beautiful Commander in a few days, hopefully. Since these novels are not entirely based on romance, I am able to continue them.
' Fated to Love you.' is a happy and fluffy romance novel. Me, who just went through a heartbreak is not in a position to write this for now. Whenever I think of writing a fluffy scene, all I am remembering is how the things went bad for me and all. I think I need to sort out my emotions completely before starting it again. So, I am planning to keep this novel on hiatus for about two months.
To make up for you guys, I can write a heartbreak novel [ something like love transcending through time] if you want, in the meanwhile. Let me know your thoughts in the comments.
Once again, sorry for keeping you guys waiting and I hope that you will continue to support my novels.
Your pathetic author neha_.